How I'm Doing So Far

Sunday, August 8, 2010

proof positive i need this band

just realised it's been a week since i posted. nothing spectacular been going on, i suppose....
until yesterday. i don't know what the hell got into me, but i od'd on junk. thursday evening i bought 11 tubes of fruit pastilles. no idea why i felt the need to get so many since i know i can always go back out to that store and get more if i really need them.... besides the fact that i really don't need them at all. ever.
anyway, as of yesterday evening all 11 packs had been scarfed down by yours truly. i just kept on going. i was aware that i was doing it, but didn't care. felt a bit sugar sick, but kept on going until they were all gone.
i think once i started something in me clicked that if i was headed down that road i might as well get it all over with. fast.
i also think i somehow gave myself license to do it because i don't meet with my nutritionist (and hence don't officially hop on a scale) until the end of the month when i have my surgery date set.... up until now i've been seeing her every week or 2 weeks so there really wasn't room for foolishness.
anyhow, today was another day and apart from indulging in the three cheetos my 4 year old niece insisted on sharing with me, i've been on track. and i will be tomorrow.

on a positive note, i ordered two pricey tools that my nutritionist feels will help me tremendously - an omega masticating juicer and a vitamix blender. my dbf is insisting on paying the damage, so i don't feel utterly that i'm going to come through this whole process healthy, thin and broke!

ok. that's me. gonna go check on the 4 year old. it's been awfully quiet in that back room :)

4 comments:

DiZneDiVa said...
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DiZneDiVa said...

I need to start blending things... This last fill has me able to eat mouch less and I am afraid I will not get enough protein in without protein shakes... I am a new follower, I was banded March 23rd, 2010. *Maria*-blogger from "This one time at BAND Camp..." Check out my blog at mybigfatbandgeeklife.blogspot.com

Jocelyn's Journey said...

I hear ya girl..I did the same thing last week. It's like this little devil is on my shoulder telling me it "tastes wonderful..you should eat it all!.."..argh..hang in there!

Christine said...

I love my juicer, and with you getting so much fresh fruit you can make some amazing recipes! Just watch your calories (portion sizes, sugars) because juicing can be pretty cal-o-rific.